Til Death Do I Part
Inside I'm so insecure,

I always put up a front to keep you back

Always scared, till death do i part this fear.

Keep my feelings of lies out in the open.

Never believe my words, only actions.

I'm fine, I'm ok...but inside i'm ripping apart.

I feel like self-mutilation isn't enough,

Go farther, be braver, feel better..

Five hundred hands are ripping my heart into shreds

While a black-widow offers me a kiss.

I panic into more than a cardiac arrest.

I panic into a state of mind worse than hell.

Is it possible that I'm not really living? That I am actually in my personal hell for a life I lived before?

Am I here for this eternity?

Suicide hasn't worked yet.. just puts more pressure on my already ripped and compressed heart.

I'm asking you for a mercy kill now..

but until then..till death do I part

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About Me
Im a crazy chick who falls in love quick and easily. I'll try almost anything at least once but I can be really shy sometimes.. depends who Im with & the people that are around me. Im usually a peachy person but I do have my "occasional" mood swings every now and then.

Loves
Tony!, decorating my room, cheerleading, basketball, the tv show ROSEANNE!, boys.. some anyways ;), websites, writing, music, dancing, partying, chattin', shopping, being with my friends, meeting new people, hugs 'n' kisses!, cuddling, talkin' on the phone, goin to the movies, highschool!

Hates
alex... pizza! boys.. sometimes.. haha the color turqiose.. me

Fav. Bands
Everclear, Brand New, Dashboard Confessional, Frailty, Finger Eleven, Lost Prophets, Marcy's Playground, Ataris, New Found Glory, Jet, Hoobastank, Offspring, Saliva, Third Eye Blind, Story of the Year, Smile Empty Soul, Three Days Grace, Unwritten Law, Strung Out, and All American Rejects