Have you ever felt alone?

Have you even needed someone to talk to..and they weren't there?

Have you..

..felt hurt?

..needed someone?

..wanted to leave?

.....or, wanted to die?

I'm always feeling these things. I'm never okay.

I want to go somewhere to cry. I want..just to leave. I want to die.

Have you ever needed somthing so bad?

Have you ever wanted everything to end..and turn out awesome?

Have you ever been so hurt..you wish you weren't seeing or hearing this?

I feel as if my friends are gone.

My family has floated away.

And..my love, used me.

I'm not hurt..I'm just.

I'm hurt.

I want to go home. I want to feel free..I don't like this. I never have..I want..I want them back.

I wish I was never used.

'Under Below Bedsheets & Dreams No Ones To Know Where The Dead Angels Sing Above & Beyond Eternally Gone Where Death Has A Soundtr ack Of Your Least Fav Song' --Megan Miller

I will leave my empty soul along my abandon road.

I will pick up my new one from a shopping market.

I wonder if the are cheap. I don't have much money.

I wish I was gone.

I know many people that want me dead. I know many people who told me just to shoot myself tonight.

Crying never helps the pain. It just numbs is for a while.

I miss you all oh so very much..why can't I be loved.

And this is directed to many people.. not just one. Don't take it so hard, they're just words.

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